I remember having a huge circle of friends when I was really a toddler.I didn’t know the meaning of an acquaintance that time - a girl from a different school to whose house I had gone for dinner as the folks had invited mine – in a span of 15 minutes became my lopping buddy, jumping and playing games together it didn’t take time for both of us to alert ourselves and think twice of why we playing together or why we even calling each other friends- we have met for the first time – but that didnt make a wee bit of a difference- what mattered was that we were smiling – happy, having a gala time and truthfully giving jealousy vibes to our siblings who were just 6-8 years older than us but were sitting in the TV room not even talking. and when the time to leave came, both the young ones were sad as their new born friendship was partying and were making arbit plans of when next is the meeting.

- Soul Talk!
Days went by and I went older, there were ups and downs in my circle of friends- sometimes at their peak and at times left me the only soul to be befriended with, and here I am two decades from where I was -standing pretty stern – looking at my own arena where I feel the warmth of only a few handful people who are allowed to stand in my coverage- I stand protected against odds and environment, sometimes become a turtle when required giving myself alert alarms of security.
I wonder at times- have I lost out in making my acquanitances my dearies – and I now realize the magic words that my mum use to tell me when I was teething – ” There is no one called as your Best Friend’- and then I use to snap aloud angrily thinking that all said is crap – who knew that I would be contemplating one day and reminicising my good old days, thinking where they have gone and now happy with the handful known I have. These ones are precious stones right necked to my soul- I love them selflessly, but they are so unique in their own ways that their special love for me makes me bring out my best.

- Hapy Feet Gems!
Apart from my tight knit family who rests in my blood, my soul still has countable number of pure gems resting there for me- I can say I OWN them – I hope to retain the feeling for its taken years of experience and time tested ways to give them the space that they have got in my heart.
For I now dont regret making ennumerable so called friends- coz I have been able to nurture those who count in my life now.
Am sure two decades from now, I’ll have a different story to tell.
Life and its circle of mathematics – keeps you on your heels – Tic Tic tac…!
Go Find Your Gems!
Happy Rajma Popping..!!









